You know, its a peculiar thing when you realize you're going insane. All the stress, paranoia, insecurities, and moments of supreme spontaneity are really quite the quirks. Along with the free tickets for the emotional roller coaster, I couldn't ask for more.
I'm not going to start a blamestorm at this point in time, but someone or something has disrupted my homeostasis. Its not fun, really. All the unbalance and disorder from the norm could drive one up the wall. Literally. And all the mental pressure makes your head feel like it's going to explode, as if FPS Doug came in and was like BOOM - HEADSHOT!
When you go insane, you feel all the little men running around in your head, trying to get everything straight because the filing cabinets exploded and all those sticky notes are flying around in quite the frenzy. You can't think straight, and for some reason you always feel like killing someone to ease the stress. Kind of like Hamlet, yet this time you know you're insane. Or do you? Insanity is an interesting thing. It comes and goes at it pleases.
And why do some people persistently think that the world revolves around them? Like seriously, get over yourself. Some people are so selfish and conceited, even when its the time to think about others large scale. And when people try to point out their flaws, they snap and put the pressure on you, asking petty little questions. Its really a shame to see what the world has come to. Its a sad mad mad mad world.
The teapot has stopped whistling and the waters have cooled, so now its time to say adieu.
~Chiko.
Reflective Metal Ball 5x7
5 years ago
2 comments:
haha that second last paragraph is so true. i have to deal that so much every week. some people are just fucking retarded. i hate when people can only consider there own feelings and thought but ignore how it effects everybody else.
interesting post. i dont remember the time you wrote this, but sometihing just jumped me. i dont think adieu has much of a meaning coming from an atheist. there is nothing wrong with saying adieu or being atheist, but adieu means 'to god' its a polite farewell saying in french.
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